more boring than yesterday・昨日よりもつまらない。

Today at school it more boring than yesterday.yesterday at least there is Rana and Qistina but today both of them absent.it so so so boring during break time.also i study alone during arabic support lesson.it so boring that i wanted to go home immediately.how many did i think of going back home at school.i hope something more excited happen tomorrow.=.=

Boring life ・詰まんない人生

Like any other days,my life always bored.nothing interesting going on.how i hope there is some adventure.at school,like always hearing teachers screaming scolding the student in my class.it quite noisy.The arabic teacher in my school always annoy me.she thought that i'm stupid.i'm glad that we only got to be in her lesson for only a few minutes.today only.i really hope she absent.Today we also have two test which is math and geography.geography well a bit easy and math i think it medium.At the last question in math test,i can't answer.but my friend she help me at the end of it.i was very grateful that she reminds me how to solve the problem.if she didn't help me,i will be half death tomorrow.

In conclusion,my life was being repeated over and over again.which is why it boring.

New learning system・当たらし学習システムの。

This week,My school just start a new learning system.it call 'climate in learning'.it a good system.the staff at my school create this system to make student behave properly.a lot of student at my school didn't follow the rules.that why the teacher create this system.

how does it work?.each student were given a copy of table call 'learning reminder'.if one of the student get caught breaking the school rules or not doing their homework or not respecting the teacher,the teacher will give us a mark in our table.if you get 10 or more you will get a detention which is staying after school and expalin to the headmistress why do they behave in bad ways.

that why i will try my best to behave myself and finish my homework.

busy day/忙しい1日

Today i was quite busy with science project and homework.i still not finish my ICT homework.i hope i finish it in time.tomorrow i have to act.i hate acting the most.i'm gonna act as a doctor.hope it goes well tomorrow.

i can never get out of the past/私は過去から抜け出すことはできない

Today i woke early as usual.having a breakfast and went to school.when i arrive at school,i immediately went to my class.at my class hallway i met zainab,my friend.she greet me and like usual i greet her back.she said that i also need to greet my indonesian friend that came to visit to my class.suddenly a weird feeling struck me.i was shaking a bit.
the memories of last year suddenly hunt my mind.i was afraid to meet them.i enter my class with shaking.i went to sat on my seat.they didn't even bother looking at me or greet me.i know this would happen.because of  last year bad event that hunt me i could never talk to them normally anymore.so i just sat quitely on my seat.at that time i feel like many sharp thing went through my heart.it hurts a lot.every time i see them at that time i felt pain sensation in my heart.for me friend is everything.i always being selfish.not wanting my self to get hurt,i hurt people first.probably they think i am arrogant and selfish.i don't mean to ignore it just that i feel that i don't belong to be with them.maybe just maybe it ok to watch them from far away.i was thinking on apologize to them for what i did before i move school next term.i can't take it anymore.my heart keep on being hurt if enter that school.i hope they forgive me.

Misunderstanding/行き違い

seem like i misunderstanding about my nanny baking the cake.it was actually my mom that bake the cake.the nanny only take care of the oven.still if she dare use the cocoa powder,i am not gonna forgive her.

My Dream Shatter/粉々に私の夢

Today was one hell of a bad day.my mom let my enemy(which is my nanny)use my cocoa powder to bake.last time when i want to bake she didn't even let me.she only want me to use instant cake powder if i want to make a cake.she trust my nanny than me.i was so upset and disappointed with my mom.my dream as a baker shatter right away and i cry so hard as i think like that.